Monday, April 13, 2009!
HandWritten on; 11:01 AM
as mentioned earlier, photos from my birthday :)
sleepover at helen's

:)
got notified by NUS & stress starts again. sigh, i kind of cannot wait for all of these stuff to be over and we just await going into uni (even though there are different things to worry about then). i hope all turns out well and regardless of where i end up, i hope i'll really grow to like it there and adapt well to the new environment and study hard and enjoy my life there, wherever it is. :)
going to school at 4pm later to get recommendation letter from mr nah and pass testimonial for reference to mrs lee. then dance! at 630. i'm kinda looking forward to dance night, and after that of course i'm looking forward to the hongkong trip. come mid next week and i hope i'll be able to look forward to all these happily again.
went to my brother's school just now with my mom and talked to his form teacher and discipline master. i like their school's atmosphere and everything even though its a neighbourhood school, i believe it has a positive culture in which i hope my brother will be able to inculcate in himself through the years. and i really hope he becomes a hardworking and diligent student cause i know he has it in him and i know he aspires to be someone great.
it's a funny feeling when you worry about someone who is really close to you, like your kin. cause you cannot help but worry, and if he/she does anything disappointing it's like you feel a weird feeling in your heart, i would describe it as my heart is about to fall out kinda feeling. know it sounds weird, i have no better way of putting it. like its falling into the pits. you feel so sad and helpless especially when you cant do anything. never give up though, the spirit which is incessantly tough